Ello, I am back.
Before I start anything I need to say something cause blogspot suck and wouldn't let me comment. In reply to CLMX's comment on my previous post (which I deleted, too much F words),
CLMX: Who is that person?
xm: My father.
Okay let's go on to main topic now.
Things...aren't going very for me at the moment. My grades aren't what I expected (getting Cs is not good at all), my personal tutor thinks I am nuts and therefore felt the need to assign a buddy to me. He thought it was an fun experience and a good thing for me. ...he thought wrong.
I thought maybe I am too stress, but I don't find school boring and I like what I am doing now. So choosing the wrong course is out.
I am not outcast in class, no cyber-bully or torture by classmates, so this is also rule out.
Hmm, maybe I worry too much. Maybe I should consult my lecturers more. I am going to work on getting better grades and take the damn buddy system off. I don't need people to remind me submit my work on time or go to lecturers on time. I am not a 3 year old kid, I am responsible for my actions and I will prove to my PT that he, is wasting his time. He should spend more time on other students who need help. Ugh I hate when lecturers pay special attention on me, I feel disgusted.
Blogspot is again giving me troubles, I can't comment on my own blog! Is it because I don't blog much anymore? Tsk, I will sue.
Sorry to bore you guys with my UGH post, so this is a little something to end off. I love this song, found it on youtube ages ago and suddenly remembered it. Enjoy! ^v^
Lea Salonga & Russel Watson - Someone Like You
Monday, November 30, 2009
Thursday, September 3, 2009
Chinese 7th month and people went a step higher
LONG TIME. It's been a long time since I blog, and I blame the work load poly students have.
I went surfing the net after a long time and found this on stomp.
http://singaporeseen.stomp.com.sg/stomp/sgseen/what_bugs_me/239884/7th_month_but_rascals_show_disrespect.html
Stepping on a tomb and do weird stunts?! I have only heard of people going in groups to the cemetery at night to pray for TOTO or 4D numbers, never did THIS. Culture exchange with the dead? To experience the thrill? Religion problems? Or maybe they are just too obsess with rock bands.
I discuss this matter with Darryl and we both agree that this 2 guys will definately get haunt. Darryl said that they wanted attention for their actions, attention from the living or what? I would not tolerate this kind of stupid stunts, if It was me I would make their foot stick on forever and they can just curl up and die.
http://singaporeseen.stomp.com.sg/stomp/sgseen/caught_in_the_act/236416/only_10_years_old_but_this_cheeky_boy_exposed_his_private_parts.html
This, I don't know if it's worse than the first topic or not. That boy is 10, 10 years old and he did that?! AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!! Little boy, you are too young to do anything with your 'small brother.' Of all the things, going on a training towards being a flasher?! Oh dear what education did he receive, I wonder. Why did that girl even bother talking pictures of the boy flashing? I would advice to throw rocks at the boy, or anything that could be found at the surroundings. Kids should be trained from young to prevent them from making the same mistake when they are adults. Although I think it's a tad to far off that the boy would end up in prison for raping when he grow up.
But then again, maybe these people are just letting off stress. You know, the world is no longer safe anymore. Terrorists trying to rule, banks gone bankrupt, people who refuse to pay debts, more and more singaporean males are running to malaysia to escape army, kids nowadays are 'open-minded' to everything et cetera.
Well, I would like to go shopping again with C &WQ. Maybe this time I would get them to walk around Bugis Street for like 100 times.
I went surfing the net after a long time and found this on stomp.
http://singaporeseen.stomp.com.sg/stomp/sgseen/what_bugs_me/239884/7th_month_but_rascals_show_disrespect.html
Stepping on a tomb and do weird stunts?! I have only heard of people going in groups to the cemetery at night to pray for TOTO or 4D numbers, never did THIS. Culture exchange with the dead? To experience the thrill? Religion problems? Or maybe they are just too obsess with rock bands.
I discuss this matter with Darryl and we both agree that this 2 guys will definately get haunt. Darryl said that they wanted attention for their actions, attention from the living or what? I would not tolerate this kind of stupid stunts, if It was me I would make their foot stick on forever and they can just curl up and die.
http://singaporeseen.stomp.com.sg/stomp/sgseen/caught_in_the_act/236416/only_10_years_old_but_this_cheeky_boy_exposed_his_private_parts.html
This, I don't know if it's worse than the first topic or not. That boy is 10, 10 years old and he did that?! AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!! Little boy, you are too young to do anything with your 'small brother.' Of all the things, going on a training towards being a flasher?! Oh dear what education did he receive, I wonder. Why did that girl even bother talking pictures of the boy flashing? I would advice to throw rocks at the boy, or anything that could be found at the surroundings. Kids should be trained from young to prevent them from making the same mistake when they are adults. Although I think it's a tad to far off that the boy would end up in prison for raping when he grow up.
But then again, maybe these people are just letting off stress. You know, the world is no longer safe anymore. Terrorists trying to rule, banks gone bankrupt, people who refuse to pay debts, more and more singaporean males are running to malaysia to escape army, kids nowadays are 'open-minded' to everything et cetera.
Well, I would like to go shopping again with C &WQ. Maybe this time I would get them to walk around Bugis Street for like 100 times.
Sunday, July 26, 2009
Quick, run towards the exit!!
I realize something terrible going back to school after the 3 weeks holidays.
1. My English suck.
2. I have eye rings and eye bags.
3. I haven’t watch anime after the 3 weeks break.
Good lord, this is the sign for the coming disaster.
Ugh, choosing this course really shows me what a human can do when they are push to their limits. Students staying overnight at school, haven’t slept for days, eating becomes a nuisance etc. All these for a submission, which is not even a major submission.
For DC submission, I have not slept for 3 days and all the time I just cad, cad and cad like my life depends on it.
For the last week my schedule was:
Morning travelling to school on bus – thinking about cad work
During tutorial – Cad
Lunch – fast and furious
Going back home on bus – thinking about cad work
Home – Cad until morning
If I was present with this schedule during secondary school times, I would think that whoever came out with this shit is crazy. Now I know that it’s possible, I guess. Go to hell with ‘Mission Impossible’, in archi nothing is impossible. Say that word and forget about finishing the course.
FYI, I am supposing to blog about KL day 2. Sorry, I have forgotten 80% of what happen during the trip. People who are interested I will tell you when we meet, if I even have free time.
Well, moving on. Yesterday night I heard from my 6th aunt that there is an article on the news about 2 secondary school girls fighting over a chair. It is not that surprising, in studio everyone has their own PC and chair. You couldn’t believe what we would do for a chair, brand our name on it, drag the sofa into the studio, fist fight over it etc.
Except that on the article one of the girls jumps out of the building. Now that’s extreme, you would have thought that the chair they were fighting over was made out of gold. My uncle commented that the problem lies with the girl’s character development and her will power, saying that her will power isn’t strong. I would say that there’s something wrong with her thinking.
Fight over a chair, go jump a building.
Nowadays kids take anything and everything for granted. End their lives over a chair?! What do they take human lives for? 3 for 10 dollars? Look at Michael Jackson, he was accused for child molestation and has debts that even Bill Gates would fear and yet he still survived. He didn’t jump a building, he just stayed home.
Oh well, what’s done cannot be undone. I just hope that the girl who won the chair-fight is happy with her chair, that’s if she dares to sit on it.
1. My English suck.
2. I have eye rings and eye bags.
3. I haven’t watch anime after the 3 weeks break.
Good lord, this is the sign for the coming disaster.
Ugh, choosing this course really shows me what a human can do when they are push to their limits. Students staying overnight at school, haven’t slept for days, eating becomes a nuisance etc. All these for a submission, which is not even a major submission.
For DC submission, I have not slept for 3 days and all the time I just cad, cad and cad like my life depends on it.
For the last week my schedule was:
Morning travelling to school on bus – thinking about cad work
During tutorial – Cad
Lunch – fast and furious
Going back home on bus – thinking about cad work
Home – Cad until morning
If I was present with this schedule during secondary school times, I would think that whoever came out with this shit is crazy. Now I know that it’s possible, I guess. Go to hell with ‘Mission Impossible’, in archi nothing is impossible. Say that word and forget about finishing the course.
FYI, I am supposing to blog about KL day 2. Sorry, I have forgotten 80% of what happen during the trip. People who are interested I will tell you when we meet, if I even have free time.
Well, moving on. Yesterday night I heard from my 6th aunt that there is an article on the news about 2 secondary school girls fighting over a chair. It is not that surprising, in studio everyone has their own PC and chair. You couldn’t believe what we would do for a chair, brand our name on it, drag the sofa into the studio, fist fight over it etc.
Except that on the article one of the girls jumps out of the building. Now that’s extreme, you would have thought that the chair they were fighting over was made out of gold. My uncle commented that the problem lies with the girl’s character development and her will power, saying that her will power isn’t strong. I would say that there’s something wrong with her thinking.
Fight over a chair, go jump a building.
Nowadays kids take anything and everything for granted. End their lives over a chair?! What do they take human lives for? 3 for 10 dollars? Look at Michael Jackson, he was accused for child molestation and has debts that even Bill Gates would fear and yet he still survived. He didn’t jump a building, he just stayed home.
Oh well, what’s done cannot be undone. I just hope that the girl who won the chair-fight is happy with her chair, that’s if she dares to sit on it.
Sunday, June 14, 2009
KL Trip
Ello everybody!! xm is bacccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I reached Singapore yesterday at around 7pm and was damn tired, my batt when red.
KL trip was fun, except for the haze, the sun and the communication problem.
1st Day:
Woke up at 5.30am, took a shower and left the house. Board bus 106 at 6.30am planning to reach school before 7am. Of course, the bus has to have problems and the driver stop alot. Finally reach school at 7am when my friend called to say they are leaving. I ran across the school to the bus-stop, barely making it in time. Board the bus, and off to KL. At Singapore Custom, the guy kept checking the passport photo and me to see if I'm a illegal Immigrant. After the ok signal, I went back to the bus waiting for the second Custom pass at Malaysia.
At the Malaysia custom, the guy wrote 'pls change photo'. Like, what the hell?! After that we went to have breakfast and waited for like ages. The roti prata finally came but the sensation was like rubber, I had a hard time to chew.
The next stop was Hunter Douglas, I don't know if any of you guys heard about it but it's one big famous company. It sell products of architecture design (aluminium, curtains, blinds etc). We had a tour in the factory and a talk, during the interesting talk I got distracted and continue to draw my 'Angie and Devil' by Micado Angella, lovely inspirations.
They provided us tea break and even a goodie bag. God, I love the gift but not the weight.
We were watching a movie 'Invasion' by the actress acted in 'Moulin Rouge'. Nice movie, very gore and interesting. People on earth were attacked by alien virus and turn into someone without emotions. They spit at other humans to spread the virus, the virus will undergo change when the infected person sleeps. By the time they wake up, they are no longer who they are anymore.
Finally we reached the hotel and woah!! NICE ROOOOOOOOOOOOOMMMM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It's spacious and the bathroom was awesome!!! One thing bad is that the room is design for lovers. I'm sharing a room with 2 other classmates. The bathroom door can't be lock, the toilet door can't be lock, the shower area is made of glass and was station just right in front of the unlockable door, and a large bathtub next to the shower area. You know everytime I bathe I was looking at the door every minute, fearing someone would just barge in and see me showering in a ungraceful way. If it really happen I would bang the wall and die in the bathroom, my roommate said she would cry and never come out.
And I went out with a group of my classmates for dinner and we went to China Town. On the way there I slip and fell right outside a temple entrance, it was so fast I couldn't even scream. My both legs went sliding down and I landed on my butt. My friends was laughing all the way and called it the 'graceful' fall.
Mainly it consists of roadside stalls selling 99% fake goods and my friends are damn good at arguing for the price. I couldn't do it, so I only bought one cardinal for RM 49.90. Damn expensive, and damn nice. Dinner was A & W, Singapore used to have it. Hell their floats are *Screams in joy*!!! I don't like root beer but the one sold at A & W is superb!!! I ordered double scoop float and drank everything, but the burger is damn small and I hate prickles.
Went back to room, bathe and went to my next door neighbour with everyone in my class to watch Monster vs Alien movie while eating chips. The neighbour consist of 3 male classmates and one of them is a nutcase. He was so hyper he acted like a lunatic. Craazzy.
I couldn't sleep at night, 'though the pillows and blankets are comfy. Kl 1st day trip is also my 1st day, not good. I finally got to sleep but was waken up by a strange noise, it sounded like someone was playing with the light switch. It went 'tic tac'. I pretended I was asleep trying to make the noise go away, but pris woke me up. So in the end I went to check on the noise, it came from the top corner of the room, above the closet. Qinyi said it must be the air-con, so I turned the temp to 10 degree Celsius. Then I went back to bed to sleep, it was bad. I was sleeping but I know I'm sleeping, that kind of feeling.
To be continued...
I will blog about 2nd day tmrl.
I reached Singapore yesterday at around 7pm and was damn tired, my batt when red.
KL trip was fun, except for the haze, the sun and the communication problem.
1st Day:
Woke up at 5.30am, took a shower and left the house. Board bus 106 at 6.30am planning to reach school before 7am. Of course, the bus has to have problems and the driver stop alot. Finally reach school at 7am when my friend called to say they are leaving. I ran across the school to the bus-stop, barely making it in time. Board the bus, and off to KL. At Singapore Custom, the guy kept checking the passport photo and me to see if I'm a illegal Immigrant. After the ok signal, I went back to the bus waiting for the second Custom pass at Malaysia.
At the Malaysia custom, the guy wrote 'pls change photo'. Like, what the hell?! After that we went to have breakfast and waited for like ages. The roti prata finally came but the sensation was like rubber, I had a hard time to chew.
The next stop was Hunter Douglas, I don't know if any of you guys heard about it but it's one big famous company. It sell products of architecture design (aluminium, curtains, blinds etc). We had a tour in the factory and a talk, during the interesting talk I got distracted and continue to draw my 'Angie and Devil' by Micado Angella, lovely inspirations.
They provided us tea break and even a goodie bag. God, I love the gift but not the weight.
We were watching a movie 'Invasion' by the actress acted in 'Moulin Rouge'. Nice movie, very gore and interesting. People on earth were attacked by alien virus and turn into someone without emotions. They spit at other humans to spread the virus, the virus will undergo change when the infected person sleeps. By the time they wake up, they are no longer who they are anymore.
Finally we reached the hotel and woah!! NICE ROOOOOOOOOOOOOMMMM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It's spacious and the bathroom was awesome!!! One thing bad is that the room is design for lovers. I'm sharing a room with 2 other classmates. The bathroom door can't be lock, the toilet door can't be lock, the shower area is made of glass and was station just right in front of the unlockable door, and a large bathtub next to the shower area. You know everytime I bathe I was looking at the door every minute, fearing someone would just barge in and see me showering in a ungraceful way. If it really happen I would bang the wall and die in the bathroom, my roommate said she would cry and never come out.
And I went out with a group of my classmates for dinner and we went to China Town. On the way there I slip and fell right outside a temple entrance, it was so fast I couldn't even scream. My both legs went sliding down and I landed on my butt. My friends was laughing all the way and called it the 'graceful' fall.
Mainly it consists of roadside stalls selling 99% fake goods and my friends are damn good at arguing for the price. I couldn't do it, so I only bought one cardinal for RM 49.90. Damn expensive, and damn nice. Dinner was A & W, Singapore used to have it. Hell their floats are *Screams in joy*!!! I don't like root beer but the one sold at A & W is superb!!! I ordered double scoop float and drank everything, but the burger is damn small and I hate prickles.
Went back to room, bathe and went to my next door neighbour with everyone in my class to watch Monster vs Alien movie while eating chips. The neighbour consist of 3 male classmates and one of them is a nutcase. He was so hyper he acted like a lunatic. Craazzy.
I couldn't sleep at night, 'though the pillows and blankets are comfy. Kl 1st day trip is also my 1st day, not good. I finally got to sleep but was waken up by a strange noise, it sounded like someone was playing with the light switch. It went 'tic tac'. I pretended I was asleep trying to make the noise go away, but pris woke me up. So in the end I went to check on the noise, it came from the top corner of the room, above the closet. Qinyi said it must be the air-con, so I turned the temp to 10 degree Celsius. Then I went back to bed to sleep, it was bad. I was sleeping but I know I'm sleeping, that kind of feeling.
To be continued...
I will blog about 2nd day tmrl.
Friday, May 29, 2009
Friendship? Dear lord
I guess a few of my friends knew about the "thing" between Clara and Faizah. For those who still don't know please read Clara's blog, you can find it on my blog tag.
Seriously, it's troublesome.
The sms Faizah sent to all of the ShaMonkey, I replied her that I couldn't make it. Then she send me another sms saying that if I'm unhappy with her just confront her instead of breaking off the friendship. I guess she said that to me because of the sms Clara sent her. Oh I hate dealing with this kind of problem.
Faizah claims that Clara gave up the friendship, so she couldn't be bothered with it either. I told her to talk to Clara face-to-face and sort it out. She refused, and so I couldn't be bothered to say much either. All I know is that Faizah didn't try to save the friendship, I don't see why she should be angry at Clara for giving up.
As for me, haha.
Darryl asked me why I still remind friends with Faizah, and not made the same decision as Clara.
The answer is simple, I am not Clara. I have my own ways to deal the the problem with Faizah. I know when next time she asked me for help I would probably help her (provided if I am free lah). Not because I like doing voluntary work, but because Faizah is one of my friends whom I have spent most of my sec school life with. I can't ignore all of that memories, no matter good or bad.
Although I'm saying this, the friendship I have with Faizah now is not going to last long. We don't contact each other unless necessary, I haven't seen her for months, I don't chat with her on phone or online. From this rate it's going, we would lose contact as time pass and ta da! Friendship gone. No matter I chose to or not cut the friendship off now it doesn't really change things much. Sooner or later it would all be gone, so I'm not going to bother myself of it right now.
After all, a friendship only works when both side of the party put in effort.
Seriously, it's troublesome.
The sms Faizah sent to all of the ShaMonkey, I replied her that I couldn't make it. Then she send me another sms saying that if I'm unhappy with her just confront her instead of breaking off the friendship. I guess she said that to me because of the sms Clara sent her. Oh I hate dealing with this kind of problem.
Faizah claims that Clara gave up the friendship, so she couldn't be bothered with it either. I told her to talk to Clara face-to-face and sort it out. She refused, and so I couldn't be bothered to say much either. All I know is that Faizah didn't try to save the friendship, I don't see why she should be angry at Clara for giving up.
As for me, haha.
Darryl asked me why I still remind friends with Faizah, and not made the same decision as Clara.
The answer is simple, I am not Clara. I have my own ways to deal the the problem with Faizah. I know when next time she asked me for help I would probably help her (provided if I am free lah). Not because I like doing voluntary work, but because Faizah is one of my friends whom I have spent most of my sec school life with. I can't ignore all of that memories, no matter good or bad.
Although I'm saying this, the friendship I have with Faizah now is not going to last long. We don't contact each other unless necessary, I haven't seen her for months, I don't chat with her on phone or online. From this rate it's going, we would lose contact as time pass and ta da! Friendship gone. No matter I chose to or not cut the friendship off now it doesn't really change things much. Sooner or later it would all be gone, so I'm not going to bother myself of it right now.
After all, a friendship only works when both side of the party put in effort.
Friday, May 15, 2009
Angels and Demons
I went and watch the movie 'Angels and Demons' today, together with my siblings and cousins. As always, Tom Hanks rocks! No one else can act in the movie and have the same good effect.
The movie is very good, better than the first one. Well, maybe because The Da Vinci Code wasn't clear enough, I felt that too much information were in the movie yet didn't elaborate further.
The whole movie was about one guy who is so obsess with God and anti-science, he plot the whole incident. Faking the revival of the Illuminati secret society coming back for revenge, so he could become pope himself. Of course, Tom Hanks solve the mystery and saves the day.
God is the creator of everything in the world, science and technology is... Well, the world we are living in. If someone asks me if I believe in God, I don't have an answer for that question.
No matter God exists in this world or not, it has nothing to do with me. I don't belong to any religion. I am not a free thinker or atheist either. The reason why I don't is because I don't understand god, any other gods. I don't know them, you can't expect me to join a religion just because my families and relatives are in it. I respect God, but it doesn't mean I believe in God. It also doesn't mean that I don't believe in God.
To people who believe in God have the idea that whoever strays away from the path to God will go to hell. I am not a Christian, therefore that rule doesn't apply to me. I give respect to people who believe in God, and so I should deserve the same respect from them. Telling me to go to hell isn't the respect I'm looking for. I tend to avoid people on the streets giving out brochures about joining Christianity, since most of them would give me the 'look' when I told them I am not interested.
One more thing to clarify, stop asking me if I belong to any religion. I don't. So stop asking me if I am a free thinker, cause I am not. I am just me, why is that so hard to understand? The world is changing, God isn't everything in the world anymore. As time passes, one day people would just stop believing in God, the same logic that people would eventually die one day. Fearing that, people clutch on to their beliefs, which will turn into ugly obsession. By then, everything that they believed in will be forgotten.
The movie is very good, better than the first one. Well, maybe because The Da Vinci Code wasn't clear enough, I felt that too much information were in the movie yet didn't elaborate further.
The whole movie was about one guy who is so obsess with God and anti-science, he plot the whole incident. Faking the revival of the Illuminati secret society coming back for revenge, so he could become pope himself. Of course, Tom Hanks solve the mystery and saves the day.
God is the creator of everything in the world, science and technology is... Well, the world we are living in. If someone asks me if I believe in God, I don't have an answer for that question.
No matter God exists in this world or not, it has nothing to do with me. I don't belong to any religion. I am not a free thinker or atheist either. The reason why I don't is because I don't understand god, any other gods. I don't know them, you can't expect me to join a religion just because my families and relatives are in it. I respect God, but it doesn't mean I believe in God. It also doesn't mean that I don't believe in God.
To people who believe in God have the idea that whoever strays away from the path to God will go to hell. I am not a Christian, therefore that rule doesn't apply to me. I give respect to people who believe in God, and so I should deserve the same respect from them. Telling me to go to hell isn't the respect I'm looking for. I tend to avoid people on the streets giving out brochures about joining Christianity, since most of them would give me the 'look' when I told them I am not interested.
One more thing to clarify, stop asking me if I belong to any religion. I don't. So stop asking me if I am a free thinker, cause I am not. I am just me, why is that so hard to understand? The world is changing, God isn't everything in the world anymore. As time passes, one day people would just stop believing in God, the same logic that people would eventually die one day. Fearing that, people clutch on to their beliefs, which will turn into ugly obsession. By then, everything that they believed in will be forgotten.
Sunday, May 10, 2009
...things.
I have always wonder, what defines kindness? What is cold-blooded? Are people suppose to do things just because it's the right thing to do? What is right? What is wrong? Who gave people the right to judge on what is correct or not? Difficult to understand? Let's see...
For example, a child crossing the road has drop in a manhole which happens to have it's cover lost, and you who happens to saw it.
1st choice: You went and save the kid, you were reprimanded for not saving her earlier.
2nd choice: You chose to walk away, and you were accused of being cruel by ignoring the child.
The child is a stranger to you, why should you save that kid? What if the situation is different? What happens if YOU are the one who falls in the manhole and the child passes by.
1st: The child saves you, and was praised for being a brave kid.
2nd: The child ignores you, and would never be blamed.
Get the point?
Was it your fault the child drop in the manhole?
No.
Are you being cruel for ignoring a stranger?
No.
Isn't it the child's fault for not looking at where he is walking?
You are blamed for the mistake the child has committed. What a fair world.
If you are is trouble, who would you blame?
If I am robbed, I don't blame the passerby who didn't try to help me. I blame economy recession. I blame the bloody robber. I blame myself for being careless. What's the point in blaming the passerby who has nothing to do with the robbery?!
I was blame for someone else carelessness.
A, a stranger, left something precious to her on the table and left. And I, happens to saw it on the table. The cleaner came and clear the table A sat earlier, along with her 'thing'. Later on A came back for her 'thing', of course she couldn't find it. She asked me about it, as unfortunately I sat at the table beside hers. I said the cleaner cleared it away. Next thing I know, she blames me for letting the cleaner throw away her 'thing', and her friends join in the argument. Ha! I told her I wasn't the one who took her things. Yet A still blames me and said, "Well, you should have stop her from doing it! She didn't know what it was, it's your fault for letting her take it!" Irritated, I told her she could either look for the cleaner or, say bye bye to her 'thing' or, just call the police. I don't know her, it's not my responsibility and if she's still bothering me I will be the one to call the police. In the end she and her friends left, of course with the 'what a bitch she is!', 'stupid' et cetera.
I don't know how other people think, all I know is I hate troubles. I'm not going to get involve in situations that doesn't concern me. The world outside is cruel. One wrong word could get you into trouble, one wrong action could get you killed.
I'm just minding my own business, so what's wrong with that?!
For example, a child crossing the road has drop in a manhole which happens to have it's cover lost, and you who happens to saw it.
1st choice: You went and save the kid, you were reprimanded for not saving her earlier.
2nd choice: You chose to walk away, and you were accused of being cruel by ignoring the child.
The child is a stranger to you, why should you save that kid? What if the situation is different? What happens if YOU are the one who falls in the manhole and the child passes by.
1st: The child saves you, and was praised for being a brave kid.
2nd: The child ignores you, and would never be blamed.
Get the point?
Was it your fault the child drop in the manhole?
No.
Are you being cruel for ignoring a stranger?
No.
Isn't it the child's fault for not looking at where he is walking?
You are blamed for the mistake the child has committed. What a fair world.
If you are is trouble, who would you blame?
If I am robbed, I don't blame the passerby who didn't try to help me. I blame economy recession. I blame the bloody robber. I blame myself for being careless. What's the point in blaming the passerby who has nothing to do with the robbery?!
I was blame for someone else carelessness.
A, a stranger, left something precious to her on the table and left. And I, happens to saw it on the table. The cleaner came and clear the table A sat earlier, along with her 'thing'. Later on A came back for her 'thing', of course she couldn't find it. She asked me about it, as unfortunately I sat at the table beside hers. I said the cleaner cleared it away. Next thing I know, she blames me for letting the cleaner throw away her 'thing', and her friends join in the argument. Ha! I told her I wasn't the one who took her things. Yet A still blames me and said, "Well, you should have stop her from doing it! She didn't know what it was, it's your fault for letting her take it!" Irritated, I told her she could either look for the cleaner or, say bye bye to her 'thing' or, just call the police. I don't know her, it's not my responsibility and if she's still bothering me I will be the one to call the police. In the end she and her friends left, of course with the 'what a bitch she is!', 'stupid' et cetera.
I don't know how other people think, all I know is I hate troubles. I'm not going to get involve in situations that doesn't concern me. The world outside is cruel. One wrong word could get you into trouble, one wrong action could get you killed.
I'm just minding my own business, so what's wrong with that?!
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